When I was 5 years old I remember going to Candlestick Park to watch my first SF Giants game. On the way there we had to go though Hunters Point/Bay View area of San Francisco, it's the Ghetto to put it bluntly.  It was 41 years ago, it was little league day at "the stick", and there was a 3 bus caravan full of little leaguers. As we drove through the ghetto the children of this neighborhood pummeled the bus with rocks and stick for no apparent reason. I had no idea what was going on or why it was happening. That is my first impression of American Africans.

I have been programmed over the years to feel something "sorry??" for American Africans over the years. So after forty years of feeling guilty for the plight of the once enslaved and for the brain washing I have endured I have to tell ya I am starting to lose my patience with this. Rev Wright and black pastors spewing hate about how the white man did this and is doing that and that my USofA is a terrible place to be and be from. What the heck Soul Brothers!?!? Why do you hate me?

I am just so sick of this race crap. I am confused and frustrated with this. How am I supposed to get over it when American Africans don't? Why do I feel like I am being betrayed and should feel guilty for something I have no control over. Why should I feel guilty for something that is going on right now in African and Middle Eastern Countries? Why do the American African populous beat on me and my Euro cousins? Why do they think they are "owed" something?

So today as I write this in between feeding and changing my two half Philipino half Euro children I jot down my thoughts and as I awoke this morning for some reason this whole subject has been eating at me. I am so sick of it eating at me. I came to the conclusion that I have allowed for this to happen to me. That Hunter Point Neighborhood is still the same and will never change. It will always be that way because of the people who live there chose to live that way. For three generations now. They choose to feel the way they feel about me.

Today in black churches all over this great country some pastor is call my president a bigot and a criminal who hates black people. I am so sick of this. Rev Wright and other black pastures who spew this hatred for me and my family of Americans is down right wrong!

But good ole white guilt will keep us from being great again. I wonder in the very near future I will be able to say "the Black man has got me down".

Millions and Millions of the white, black, Asian, Mexican, Russian, Indian, dollars and the problems of race is bigger than ever all that white guilt and nothing has changed.

Somebody needs to have the balls to rip that frigin race card up!! ARE you not sick of it!! Don't you want to fight back!

Rev Wright, thanks for taking that guilty taste out of my mouth and giving me a bitter taste.

Thanks Rev Wright for pointing out to that my white guilt did nothing for your ghettos and your misery. Thanks Rev Wright for making it so clear that the JOKE is on me for caring about your skin color. Change the rules in order to alleviate our guilt to “level the playing field”, all these rules were changed for you. Changed the constitution just for American Africans.

Still not good enough, nothing is good enough

Sorry I am not going to play that game anymore. You can't call me a racist anymore! It is apparent that all the racism isn’t with whity but with the people who make race there business. I feel fleeced by the race bandits

It's disgusting.

Teaching your follows to hate your country and it’s citizens. Something has gone very wrong